And more that I won't bore you with...
Every morning felt like a negotiation with my own body.
Can I make it down the stairs today? Will my hands work well enough to grip my coffee cup? How far can I walk before I need to stop and rest?
My weight and tests were normal. But I felt the opposite.
I did a good job hiding it, but I was exhausted by "you just have to manage it."
Then... everything changed when I was 52